| happy holler. |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|07:48 pm] |
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| | Straylight Run- "Existentialism on Prom Night" | ] |
i'm doing well...and it's hott. holler...drop it like it's hott.
i'm realizing that some guys are just not cool... an example: jake. he's mean. he's wants to get with everyone now. hah. i'm just glad that i'm not like him and that i know better people then himmm. go me.
alright...something actually worthwhile to talk about... the extravaganza is in 3 more days..... finally. i'm so happy.
ohhh yeah...here is a poem that i wrote for poetry class...and i figured that since i shared w/ them..why not share with you.
The Sequel-The Sound
Dear Lover,
Red Means Love.
Blue Means Concern.
If You’d Look At Me, You’d See The Color I Am Around You...
Red.
If You Could Somehow See The Color I Am When You’re Far Away,
You’d See The Color…
Blue.
Love,
Me.
Dear Renegade,
Black Means Deserted.
Fire Means Nightmare.
If You’d Come Around, You’d Know I’m Not The Color You Think…
Black.
If You Would Understand That I Can Now Sleep At Night,
You’d Never See The Scorch Of The…
Fire
Revengefully Yours,
Me.
Dear Alliance,
Red Means Love.
Black Means Deserted.
You’ve Showed Me Everything I Know,
Even Taught Me How To Use The Color…
Red.
You Were There For Me, During All My Trials-
Showing Me That This Color Was Never An Option…
Black.
Thank You,
Me.
There are only two stamps left in the book…
Which two letters should be sent?
so yeah... everyone in class said the first and last...i concur. <3
well, i'm outttt. holler. love you, alliance...and lover.
-dubes- |
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| i <3 thursday |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
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| | My Chemical Romance - "Helena" | ] |
so yeah, i stole that quiz from Stephanie lol i'm bad. i love Thursday and it's awesome that i'm... them.
You're Thursday! You make people want to break
things while crying!
What Emo Band Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| trite 2 |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|04:34 pm] |
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| | Mae - "Embers and Envelops" | ] |
HAPPY EASTER.
i got a new sn. it's TriteEmotions. ya, i like it. Trite is awesome. so is MAE... hmmm. i first heard the word trite from Mae. what a coincedence. gahhh.
-amy |
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| trite |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
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| | Depswa - "Tragedy" | ] |
so, i havent updated in a while as u can see. i'm just feelin really crappy i guess. softball is going good but i'm in pain.
lana's baby is due in a month and 2 weeks. that is awesome! i can't wait to go visit her. she just got a house so i will actually get to sleep in my own room with a real bed and not a blow up air mattress. hah
MAE is playing on APRIL 6TH! so is NEVER SOMETIMES! woot woot. i really wana go see them both! armor for sleep is playin too. and the starting line. and someone else.
i'm thinking of getting a new screen name because mine is lame. hmm. i want the word TRITE in it. that word is the coolest word ever. gah, i'm such a moron.
alright. i'll write later.
take care my darlings.
-amy. |
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| random |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|12:58 pm] |
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hello everyone. i had a great weekend. relaxation. i caught up on my sleep but my back did not. it is in a great deal of pain but i'm sure that when i sleep in my own bed it will be fine. anywho, jill and i went skiing. my mom dropped us off but when she left we soon realized that she needed to sign for jill's skis. we had bought our lift tickets so we had to wait til my mom got back to the house. about 1 hour and 30 minutes later, after she went shopping, we told her she had to go back to the mountain. hah. alright, so i fell and jill did not. we saw some guy jump from his porch with skis on and no, he did not land. i took the big chair up and it was beautiful at the top of Saddleback. yesterday i went to play pool with jill and the guys. i saw Domenic. i havent seen him in a while. i should've said hi or something but once again, i was a little baby and said not a word to him. hah. i shall ask Shanelle for his email address. speaking of shanelle, my mom, jill and i bothered her at work for an hour. we tried to play pool but it stole the balls and would not give them back. jill and i then chilled at shanelles and that was it. we watched some Bam and talked about how "hott" he and johnny depp were. shanelle gave me her violin. well, not gave me but is letting me borrow it. i don't sound that bad for a beginner... ok, i suck. anywho, yesterday jill and i also went to see the aviator. it was a great movie. then we went out riding the snowmobile with my dad and andre. woohoo. so, that is the end. i am going to study for a test that is tomorrow. oh yeah, i didn't get any interims. yay. alrighty, buhbye
-amy
WORK IN PROGESS----> (the ending of a tragic story)[[[[[[[i'm not afraid to fly. there is a window 4 feet from me and i promise you that even the glass wont keep from shattering once the bead of sweat that drips from my forehead lands ever so peacefully on it. or is it not so very peaceful? it is that of which makes the most corrosive actions. exterpation from the atomic bombs that were dropped over Hiroshima wouldn't stand but a chance next to the catastrophe of myself whom is being dropped over the megalopolis. Three days yet to come i soar over another conurbation and cause at least the same amount of devastation. not that i'm willing to hurt the lives of millions but i'm willing to make it known that i stand a fighting chance against the millions who take their time to make the lives of others be misrible. and the torture makes them weary and they pray just to die right there in their bloodcurdling place.]]]]]]] |
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| worst week |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|05:16 pm] |
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| |  hyper | ] |
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| | Unearth - Zombie Autopilot | ] |
hello. first of all, i would like to say that this week was the most horrible week ever. i'm not kidding. on monday, jeremy got sent to the hospital in virginia. my parents drove there to get him and it was during the middle of a snow storm. my mom then told me that we wouldnt be going to maine with jill this weekend because he might need surgery. so anyways, i was home alone and so jill came on over. we thought that maybe we would have a snow day but it turns out that it would only be a 90 min delay. we were pretty tired seeing as so we went to bed at one because everyone kept calling and we got woken up at 6 that morning. i couldnt fall back asleep for 2 more hours so i got a 5 hour sleep. then, we went to school and i brought my coffee cup. i lost it. eh, that wasnt so bad. the next day, yesterday, i had to take a few quizzes and the same for today. i failed a spanish quiz yesterday. last night we took my brother to the emergency section of Hartford Hospital. we waited there for about 3 hours and then they told us that they couldnt do anything. we went over to talk to some doctors and they said we could go back to talk to the doctors from the emergency section and basically told us that they couldnt do anything either. so, both my parents were pissed off, i was pissed off, but i dont know about jeremy. so, i didnt get to finish my homework til about 10 last night and was up til 11. that's not too bad though. so ya, today i had a geom. quiz and i think i winged it. had another spanish quiz and think i aced it. with that good news, i came home and was locked out for an hour. the only thing i had on were my pants, a track jacket w/ a tee shirt and my thin a$$ shoes. (yes, i had the underlayer on.) anyways, when my mom and brother came home i was let into the house. my mom then asked me if i wanted to go to maine tonight. seeing as so we cancelled before and jill took today off of school i was like wtf?! but we're going! yay. jeremy has surgery on monday so my mom is going to take a vacation b4 it which means so will jill and i. tomorrow, we're going skiing and going to take tons of pictures. yay! so, hopefully my mom, dad, and jill will catch up on our sleep and jeremy will get to stay home and visit his old friends and have fun.oh yeah, one more thing, i might get a violin this weekend. well, take care.
-amy |
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| long time no entry |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|01:15 am] |
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| | Howie Day - Collide | ] |
hey hey hey there. long time no entry,ey? yep. i thought about it but just didn't.. until this morning of course. alright so vacation was very nice. it went by slightly fast but that's alright. i didnt go to maine this weekend like planned. my mom had to work.. so we're going on thursday. jill is coming and we're going skiing. yay. but anywho, i was listening to Thursday - "jet black new year" and im realizing that it kinda creeps me out in the beginning. but i still like it.
tonight i missed a rad show. it was the leap year conspiracy and art is lost along with other bands. i had no ride. instead i went to red robin for the first time. yumm. i really didn't like the toilets though. i flushed it and it like growled at me... it was making the weirdest noises. and no, i didnt clog it.. i didn't even poop. it was scaring me for a second. anyways, i then went to grassmere country club and applied for a job. i hope i get it like... now and not for the summer. i need money to get to montana to see lanapoo!
there are 3 shows coming up that i really must find a ride (jeremy) to. my mom said that she would make him bring me. lol. the first show.. Stratia on March 11th. it's their last local show. that's sad. then on March 13th, Chasing Eternity is playing. i havent seen them live in a while and i really want to. last but not least, Never Sometimes is playing in Trumbull but i don't remember the date. Ben said he would save me tix cause they might run out. im so excited about the shows. the grassmere job would come in handy there too.
my hair smells really good. im not braging but seriously you should come here and just... smell it. i cant keep it out of my face. this is the only time it's ever smelt this good. haha
i'm glad that i spent most of my vacation with jill too! it was fun although we were soo lazy most of the time. lol. actually, i was. it's cool cuz we had a lot of time to just talk. we talked with mikey poo too. that was intersting. we watched a few movies, ate random foods, etc. yesterday morning, jill and i made crapes. omg, they were like rubbery. not like how her dad made them the night before. those were delicious but yesterdays were like uggghh. anyways, yeah.
hahah. my cat was sleeping and i touched his back and he made the weirdest noise. i scurred him. he attacks me so i have the right to scare him.
that's pretty much it. take care.
love always,
amy.
(im going to sleep to dream about...) |
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| shoveling. |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|12:23 pm] |
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alrighty. the weekend was great. i finally got away from somers!!!!!!!! yaya. i shall explain in a few minutes. but, this morning i was flipping out. i went outside and started shoveling the driveway. i thought about so much. i thought of friendships i had, but no longer have. i thought about why my family ended up the way it did. i also thought about how i regret most things that have changed my life from age 11 to about age 15. i cried some and got pissed at the shovel. lol. but the thing that really pissed me off was being almost done and then seeing our friend Kevin show up with the plow truck. ahhhhh. i hate shoveling. but anyways, now that i let that out, maine was great. i saw only 1 person that i knew but that's ok. when i got there, it was about 2 in the morning. so i kinda just went to sleep. friday, i just sat around the house. later that night my dad took me out snowmobiling. i had to use Andre's sled on accounta we only had one sled registered and it was my dads. that was fun. on saturday i went skiing. i loved every minute of it. although something on my ankle was bothering me and my legs hurt if u touch em. my boots arent broken in yet. i went on a diamond trail. i was soooo scared. i fell once. after i got to the bottom of it, i was just standing there and then i fell again. lol. kind of pathetic. after that happened i was pretending to be sitting down waiting for someone so that the people across from me didnt think i was a weirdo. gah. i met up with an expert skier and we went up the big chair together and then went down a trail. we met up at the bottom so we decided to take the chair up again and found some random trail. that was a lot of fun. he said that he didn't know that i was that fast. that made me feel super. lol. i dont know how fast one could go but i think i was doing at least... 45 mph... maybe not. idk. on sunday i got woken up at 7am. ughhhh. horrible. we then left rangeley and came back hurr. Kevin just told me he wanted to go up tomorrow. i kinda want to go with him but jill wants to go to maine and that probably wouldnt work. the plan was that we were going to leave on friday. it's still on though. alrighty, i didn't get any pictures this time because my dad took the camera with him snowmobiling but i shall take pics this weekend when i go up skiing again. alrighty... so, that's it.
buhbyeeeeeeeeee
-amy |
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| heading up north. |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|04:06 pm] |
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| | "Amy's Song" - Switchfoot - a coincedence | ] |
i'm sorry that i havent posted anything lately.. but i've been really busy. i'm glad that i don't have to go to school tomorrow and thats because tonight, i'm heading up north. going to Maine. i kinda want to go skiing but i don't exactly want to go alone. i also want to snowmobile but idk what sled i'd ride cause we only registered one. ya. hopefully i can get to the library sometime. and hopefully i get to borrow shanelle's violin too. i've been really excited about that. i'm going to suck but ehhh. k.c. said she would teach me. she used to play.
oh yeah, another thing to look forward to! Geno and I are going to Costa Rica... sometime.
i'm very proud of myself right now though. i've learned to speak up. i'm not afraid of people and what they have to say, at all! i'm starting to make like... 20 people a day laugh and it's awesome. my goal was only 5 a day. i'm so happy.
i'm done now. like i said, i'll try and post when i'm in maine. have a wonderful weekend if i dont talk to ya. buhbyeeeee.
-amy |
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